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18 March 2008!
Life is full of Ups and Downs, but still treasure your friends around you, as you never know what will happen the next breath you breathe. Accecpt what comes to you, may it be good or bad as everything happen for a purpose, dun just hide yourself to run away from it, but to move on and faces it eventhough its really not easy. Eventually, I believe you will see rainbow after the storm.Lastly, Life too short to be Unhappy!
Working hard to achieve the Goals and Dreams in Life!
Silly Gal, I Love You, I Really Do =)
11:06 PM
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Lost
sigh.. yi chang huan xi yi chang kong... things just dun happen the way i wanted.. too bad, so sad for me once again... could i ever changed ur heart??
all the small front sentence in her blog.. while each post by each post.. the pain in my heart bit by bit.. its just so indescribable.. i;m totally lost.. my heart falls so deeply in love with you.. and now.. oh God.. why does this kind of things always happen to me??? how i wished history wont repeat this timeround.. but.. why??? it occurred!! theres goes my dream once again??? no idea.. lost..
i had reach to a point that i really dunno how to express myself... things totally mess up even in sch.. no choice... thats LIFE.. can never understand it.. should i wait again? i really have no idea.. you will see the result if u determined.. total bullshit... perhaps I'm not a great guy... i just cant touch your heart.. sigh.. its complicated...
i could only have the memories of 4 hours on monday.. just with you.. this 4 hours still meant alot to me... and its a memories that would never fade...
I Love You.. I Really Do
11:46 PM
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Are You The One? I Really Hope So =)
wad a title for the post.. hmmm but truly, after so many months... i think i had found the her in my life.. which is good... her name is *ahem* .... LOL!!! Dear Lord, i think i will just leave eveything once again to you again ba.. and taking the mind set of, wads mine will belong to me.. wads not.. too bad, so sad.. of cos, Lord i hope this time this gal really is the one u have for me =)
trying hard.. praying hard.. but somethings bad.. she said she had a person in mind already.. which i think is also in the same cca as me.. hmmm.. but one thing good is.. at least she know her for 1 month only.. haha.. dunno is bad anot la.. but still yeah lor.. God leave it to you le ba =)
also, i somehow ask her out for dinner today, she agree though, which i'm quite happy with it. thought we gonna have leng chang all the way.. but things are different, we have topic after topic to talk on.. Thank God.. LOL!!! we ate our dinner at ichiban.. and chat all the way.. till she reach her door step!! haha.. Had a great time with her though its just 3 hours, but i really enjoy this period of time, and i will never forget about it as usual the nice memories =)
been a long time since a blog too, very busy lor, alot of work, but i still love y sch and classmate la... lol.. we roccks!!!! The bird class!!
people who know my blog and read it.. hope u all dun spread around.. also keep me in prayer yeah =) haha.. will bring her to church once we're together.. though its abit hard as she said she had sombody on mind le.. hmmm.. of cos i wish we could be together la.. wasted my 6 years.. hmmm.. haha.. but thanks ah.. due to that i'm single for 6 years!! MUHAHAHA!!!! mad... anyway.. hopes everything will go fine.. and shes the first and last in a serious relationship in my life.. some ppl may think.. haha!! dun be stupid.. first and last... but... mind this.. I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!! haha.. I WILL BE DETERMINED, ALL THE WAY!!! ppl who support me!! HOORAY!!! okay lame.. lol!!
9:06 PM
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Days Passed...
it been a long time since i blogged.. dun really have times now.. very rush, deprived of sleep too... last sat went to my taekwondo bbq so didnt go church.. but not bad, know some of the senoir in nyptkd.. they're quite friendly.. also the stupid dar tou disturb me.. argh... i also said something wrong that day... haha..
sunday stay at home slack whole day.. wanted to study but end up watching Naruto.. Naruto is a really nice anime i could say.. love their story line and everything.. Naruto himself inspires me something.. haha.. after that played C&C 3 till night.. lol.. game was fun, after that went to sleep le..
as usual went to sch today, then after that my classmate ( dar tou, jing xuan, sherlynn, soowen, wee keat, derrick, shuen yew, wen fa, martin, ) and I went over to amk hub to have our luch due to over pack at the new food court in ur sch.. so we end up in pepper lunch.. it was the frst time i ate there, food was nice also.. after that we did something damn stupid... theres this area for ppl to sit, then center is a round round area.. the gals decided to sit in the middle to attract attentaion... -_-!!! buay ta han.. then jing xuan came out with the idea to play true or dare.. LOL!!! quite fun la.. alot of lame and stupid things happen... and something happen that make so damn pai seh.. only those who were there will know.. LOL~~ while we playing, kids that just know how to walk came over the area we sitting.. lol.. then they walk towards us.. and more came and join in.. macham children play ground like tt.. then we the entatiner.. lol..
after that i left around 3.45 while tey continue to play, cos i promise pd and xuan to have bible study together.. sorry my bird class for psing you all =XX... so we had our bible study without june and ernie.. freaking pissed with him.. dun wanna elaborate further.. until 6++ pd and xuan need to go back to church.. and off i went.. HOME>> haha..
8:48 PM
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was too tired to blog yesterday.. lol.. so today cover for yesterday. reach home around 12.30am, cos of waiting for the stupid bus. haha. here the story goes...
after sch my classmate and i went to play soccer near joey house. so asked joey come down play together. the guys played for two hours, and our two gals are there sun-tanning.. LOL! after that all leave for home. and dunno whu sae wanna meet 7.30 at marina bay for steamboat.. LOL!! just know each other for 2 weeks. then so many event liao.. nice class huh. EG0719.. class of bird.. haha... so they headed home, then i went to joey house. i got the news to go for dinner at joey house. so i decided to go home first, as my bag is damn heavy la.
so we meet at 7.30, had our dinner, talk and laugh.. damn lame. lol. till 9++. leave to bowling center.. some of them decided to bowl... and something happen around here.. LOL!! only my classmate knows la, all idiot.. disturb me... but in the end, we came back due to some reason. and its around 10++... they say bowling is to exx.. so we decided to go home, so we walk all the way out. and dot dot dot... all the nonsense, and i reach home at 12++... yawn.. nice day out with them.. LOL!!
one of the picture we took at marina bay..
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