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18 March 2008!
Life is full of Ups and Downs, but still treasure your friends around you, as you never know what will happen the next breath you breathe. Accecpt what comes to you, may it be good or bad as everything happen for a purpose, dun just hide yourself to run away from it, but to move on and faces it eventhough its really not easy. Eventually, I believe you will see rainbow after the storm.Lastly, Life too short to be Unhappy!
Working hard to achieve the Goals and Dreams in Life!
Silly Gal, I Love You, I Really Do =)
11:10 PM
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Getting Everything Right
this week is my common test week.. starting from later.. cos now already 12.19 le.. hmmm.. first paper is maths.. and i somehow know i gonna fail it damn badly..or could i sae i gonna fail my common test badly? no doubt about that i guess.. nothing more to sae about common test.. just do wad ever i can.. and start to pay more attention in lectures and tutorial ba, for my theory... sigh...
also very soon gonna have my taekwondo grading.. its another 2 week i guess.. aiming for a double promotion.. dun wanna waste time and money.. hopefully i could get it.. gonna train hard and get as many double promotion as possible.. though i think is not gonna be easy... but still i will try ba..
I'm bothered with something now adays.. had been thinking for a few night as well.. i had many goals and dreams in life.. but how many of it could i make it succeed, or could i sae how many of it i am getting close to succeed? perhaps none? i dunno.. i think i really need to think through it with more serious thoughts, action speed loudly than words... so wad i could do is to get things right, and work for it.. there are many things i have to settle with.. and back to the point i have to really get things right.. sometime life sucks, totally sucks, but still it has to go on, hang on, move on... but still i believe theres still plenty of happy moments that happened and awaits you ba... Thats Life..
p.s. I'm missing alot of my friends... =(
12:18 AM
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Did I?
a weird topic i've got.. anyway i just reach home, went to joey's house to stay yesterday... how did i ended there? is cos yesterday i went to sch to study till 7.. then met joey and his bro for dinner.. and so i ended up at his house chatting.. getting late.. so decided not to go home also lor.. haha.. we gay all the way till 4am... LOL!!! wad a sentence.. dun anyhow think.. i'm a pure guy!!!
oh ya.. i also bought a new spec.. though haven get la.. order already.. and oh man!!! my degree increase till very jia lat.. in the past i thought my degree was 400+ for both side.. buy my old spec which is the one i wearing now.. the degree is 530 for both side.. and now!!!! my left is 600!!! and right is 575!!! damn man... i gonna be blind soon.. better look at the trees and grass more... LOL!! but quite scary la.. increase so much...
hmmm.. confirm on going to mission trip during my holiday in sept.. hope time pass faster cos i cant wait to go there.. as some of them came back and talk about their condition of lifestyle there.. sound really sad... really hope i can bring more smiles and do more great things for God over there with everyone else when we get there in sept.. think our love is really very impt for the orphanage there... well.. hope they will grow in the lord, and also my church will continue about helping them..
back to my heading.. hmmm.. did i is a question for me this few days.. really dunno did i do something wrong to this person.. cant elaborate further... but hope i didnt.. cos i really dun wan to spoil this friendship with this person.. well.. think i still have to go and ask that person about it.. and see how this person respond ba.. and if i really did.. I'm really sorry.. and i really didnt mean it..
1:37 PM
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Overwhelm with Joy
been a long time since i blog.. haha.. cos nth interesting happen mah.. so nth to blog about also.. also too busy with studies and project again.. though i;m having my holiday now.. but its totally not a holiday at all.. need to studies for the coming common test when sch reopen, and need to do the projects... and damn.. my partner haven buy the component for the project.. also the C# programming is making me headache.. i spend the whole night from 2am to 6am on thur night trying to solve.. but i still cant complete the whole program till now.. trying bit by bit.. but at least now i got to understand more about it.. and on the path to make it success.. its a good news la.. haha...
things in my life is getting better.. with God too =) sat morning manage to call joey, ray, tony, ernie, km and jer to play soccer in church.. we never play tgt for a real long time.. like 5 months or more? haha.. so getting back to play soccer tgt is still fun.. though i didnt score any goals that day!!!! oh man.. dunno wad happen also.. all hit the pole instead of the net!! and we played in the rain also.. and i just lose all the match that day.. LOL!!! well.. its still a fun afterall...
and the thing that make me overwhelm with joy is that about her!!!!!!! i asked her out for movie the week before.. she agreed to watch this week.. i was already very happy then.. but she was so busy that she couldn't make it... at that time.. i got somehow dishearten.. somehow a false hope.. but day still past thinking of her... and today, at 6.31pm, i got a anonymous call.. but when she sae the first word.. i knew who she was.. and dunno why i got so excited.. LOL!! the best thing is she said shes free tml!! my heart just jumped out la.. LOL!! got to put it back... but yeah.. really super happy about that..
so tml meeting her.. then gonna go for June's chalet at night... tml will be another memorable day for me.. haha.. gonna study more next week too... making full use of it..
12:27 AM
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my whole body aching so badly now... was feeling very tired yesterday, but still went for the tkd training.. after that i felt totally exhausted when i gt home.. but then yesterday i've got myself a xiao mei!!... haha you know who you are, =P and i'm very happy about that =D but i think she (her) will be having some bad impression about me if she (her) know about it.. hmm well.. i know wad I'm doing.. i know myself can le..
thats what life is all about, being blamed by others, being betrayed, bad mouth behind the back, facing the fake side of oneself, being misunderstand... but wat ever it is.. u know urself the best ba..u know wad ur heart is feeling, u know wad u're doing.. and ofcos God knows everything.. if wadever ppl sae and think about u is nt true, then dun give a shit about it.. and if its true.. dun try to bluff urself.. reflect upon it and change.. u can bluff others, but u can never bluff urself and God..
thanks to mr wee keat, wanting to jog today, and being a GOOD friend i acc him.. LOL!!! and my whole body aching so badly now.. perhaps tml i cant walk properly liao.. haha...
last week of sch before holiday... then its gonna be the term test.. got so stress up about the 3 module that have test la.. and it seems like i know nth about it.. oh man!!! but now at least better le la.. handed in some projects.. so left afew.. hmmm.. gonna chiong study in the two weeks...
i dunno wad should i do about her, haha.. to wait or to give up completely.. so lost.. but i think she is falling in love more and more with this guy each day.. why should i waste my time and keep on waiting knowing that history will repeat itself? but then ppl who know me will know how my heart feel when i fall in love with a gal.. hmmm thats why... i dunno wad to do la.. sigh... take one step see one step ba.. wad broken English.. haha...
seems like wat meant to be yours will eventually be yours, wads not, too bad so sad and how hard you try there wont be any result.. is so true...
10:10 PM
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