Welcome To Derek's Secret Place
Our Special Day
18 March 2008!
Life is full of Ups and Downs, but still treasure your friends around you, as you never know what will happen the next breath you breathe. Accecpt what comes to you, may it be good or bad as everything happen for a purpose, dun just hide yourself to run away from it, but to move on and faces it eventhough its really not easy. Eventually, I believe you will see rainbow after the storm.Lastly, Life too short to be Unhappy!
Working hard to achieve the Goals and Dreams in Life!
Silly Gal, I Love You, I Really Do =)
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Silly Gal
For The World, You Might Be Nothing
But For Me, You Are The World =)
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Today is such a wonderful day =)
Silly Gal I Love You! =)
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Friends
For me friends is very impt in my life.. and thank God i had such a great bunch of friends in NYP, Class EC0719 - A4... haha~ they are, Martinn, Wee Keat, Soo Wen, JingXuan, Sherlynn, Rena, Wen Qing, Wen Fa, Tong Yong, Yong Shun, Marcus, Syed.. i really treasured the friendship of every single one of the above i mentioned.. hope i can be a friend you guys treasured as well .. its somehow a joy and wonderful to be with them.. haha~ doing all the lame shit tgt.. they are the ppl...
Who i can trust, Who i treasured, Who understands me, Who is there to give me support, Who is there to guide my sch works, Who help me check my circuits, Who i can play mahjong with, Who i can watch movie with, Who accompany me to smoke, Who accompany me to drink, Who i can stay overnight with, Who i can share my troubles with, Who take mrt home with me, Who is there for me, Who i can sua, Who can suan me making me LL, Who i can go gym with, Who i can play dota with, Who will intro me game in PSP, Who i can have fun with, Who brighten up my days.. and so many many more~!! haha.. A4.. wad a class i have.. haha.. Thank You everyone for everything =) hope there will be more and more memories~
of cos not forgetting my church friends and sec sch friends~ too many to name~ haha
Friends are really the greatest gift on earth from GOD~
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Happy Valentines
the night before valentines i cant really slp.. was thinking wad to buy for her.. haha.. and in the end i had a plan..
thursday.. as usual went to school to revise.. but its a special day today =) we barely did revise this few days.. LOL~ and monday is the start of exams!! DAMN!! haha.. and its valentines.. so alot ppl didnt come.. only martinn, wen fa, rena, wen qing and me... the lonely birds =( haha.. so we studied abit.. and off to city hall we went.. wen qing meeting a gal... so being kpo we all go tgt.. i also bought something for the gal in my heart =) saw sherlynn with her bf at MS.. joey came to meet me.. wen qing left to meet that gal .. then the rest ate our dinner and headed home.. i went down to find silly gal.. hoping to surprise her.. but think she guess it.. haha.. hope u will loves both of it =) train down to joey's house to repair his router... play afew rounds of dota... felt hungry so ask wen qing to eat supper tgt.. meet him at 4.30am near amk.. chat and eat.. then headed back to joey's house... cant really slp.. thinking about her of cos and also friends.. until 8am++ then buay ta han.. lol~
woke up at 2pm+ then headed to sch to study again.. haha... studied till 6+, i called the edusave hotline to check how much money i have in there so that i could pay for the cambodia trip.. but DAMN IT!!! IT SAE I HAVE ZERO DOLLAR!!! KANNA LAMED!!!! dunno where to find money la.. lol~.. after that went amk mac to eat and study again.. then the rest went home.. i joined wee keat and his friend to watch Jumper.. lol.. not bad.. quite a nice show.. and now home sweet home.. haha.... tml going to study again.. place not cfm i think..
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wee keat invited us for party on sunday.. before that some of us meet at city hall to buy rena's present.. then we head to wee keat's house.. wad we do there is just gambling~ LOL~ bun luck and mahjong... all the way till 8am.... some went home half way.. soo went came at 5am then we mj till 8am.. wen qing and wen fa went off after that.. left only martinn wee keat soo wen and myself.. still got alot of time before we go sherlynn house to celebrate rena's birthday.. so we decide to watch Ah Long pte ltd.. haha.. bus down to amk hub.. not bad, quite a funny show.. and theres this uncle sitting near us.. laughting so loud that the whole cinema can hear.. LOL~ he enjoying himself i guess..
after the show which is 2pm, we train down to yishun, meet rena, soo wen and rena went to sherlynn house first, then martinn, wee keat and myself went to buy cake, waited for yong shun and wen fa, then took bus to sherlynn's house.. wad we do there is also gambling, again bun luck and mahjong~ LOL~~ thats chinese new year i suppose.. haha.. reach home around 1+, chated with her and drop dead on the bed at 3am.. LOL~ too lazy to blog =P
woke up at 2pm today.. still feeling so damn tired.. lol~ meet jingxuan around 3+ then cab down to sch to revise.. jingxuan dun leak out our secret ah.. LOL =P ..in the end.. everyone is so lazy to revise.. not in the mood.. then around 5+ we headed to dhoby ghuat.. cos tong yong wanna buy table clothes.. and end up we had our dinner there and watched CJ7.. LOL~ the movie was okay la.. no story line.. anyhow bomb a movie one.. only the CJ7 is cute.. haha.. walk walk till 10 then trained home with martinn..
silly gal, remember that moment okay? =PpPp I will and dun tell me u never realise =) haha..
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-_-!! thats not my post.. my cousin sae she wanan help me blog.. and thats what she blog -_-!! i;m not a asshole and i'm not a gay either.. LOL~~~
sigh... heaven loves to play me with relationship.. i dunno why.. how sad for derek.. haha~
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hello!
firstly i have to admit i'm not drunk and i am in my MOST conscious state of mind.
i know its hard to believe but yea, i know i am not a drunkard.
but i'm a one big asshole.
haha. :)
i love gays by the way! (:
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had our A4 renioun dinner at yaki yuki yesterday~ after that we all went a place to take photos.. and EVERYONE WENT CRAZY!! SUPER HIGH!! haha.. its good.. the feeling is shiok.. no worries.. no nothing.. blueblack also doesnt matters.. just enjoyed, played and had fun.. afterthat walk around.. when the nights became older.. the moodiness came.. i also dunno why.. damn it.. headed to a lan shop.. wen qing said he felt like shouting.. so i said okay i accompany you.. i feel like it too.. so as we walk into the tunnel under the overhead bridge.. both of us shouted our lungs out.. the rest said bo jio.. so in the end.. everyone shouted their lungs out!! when we reach the lan shop, jing xuan headed home cos she dun like to play games.. then left only, wee keat, martinn, soo wen, rena, wen qing, tong yong, yong shu, wen fa, chao sheng and myself.. played cs till morning 5+ -_-!! had our breakfast somewhere in bugis.. then everyone headed home like a zombie..
thanks for understanding.. and thanks for caring.. i promise i will stop, but not during this period of time...
one of my close friends shared with me this:
i'm very confuse now.. i dunno wat to do... i wanted to give up on this gal w as i saw something that i shouldent see.. my heart really hurt to know that.. but w did explained to me about it... somehow, its like i cant really give up on w even if i said i wanted to... but still you're attached... during this period of time.. x came into my life.. x had been feeling down about something as well.. so we were by each other's side during this tense period.. and its like i had fallen in love with x... the way she treated me, but i dun wan x to feel that cos i'm hurt so badly, therefore i go and look for another gal.. treating x like a spare tyre.. i'm not.. really.. but the problem is how x will think about this thing.. had ask her something that is impt in my life.. but she haven give an answer.. so i cant decide now.. but i dun wan to love two gal at one time.. i canot do that.. its unfair to either the both of them... wad should i do? perhpas in the end.. x doesnt even have any feeling for me.. and as for w.. she also had given up hopes for me.. and in the end.. i'm just being zhi zhou duo qing... and i will be all alone like before.. how sad can this be...
he shared this to be.. and i really dunno how to reply him... just drank with him though the night... thats the only thing i can do as a friend...
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